Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
:/ omigod it’s about you, again. I don’t think it’s a “i give you another chance” It’s more of a “you give me another chance” bwuauahaa anywho, i fucked up. i’d totally give u another chance, but I doubt that you’ll take it. You don’t even talk to me like how we used to no more. I’m so sad. LOL. although i don’t show it that much. BUT since you’re not the only guy on this mother fucken earth. IM MOVING ON. ‘cause I AM better than that (: -wq
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Hmm, I’m not sure if it’s good or bad, but its not good nor bad. LOOL, you get my flow? anywho. I’ve known him for like 4 months? used to talk to him daily, now just kinda like the normal convo; Hey, Wutsup, ntm, you, notihng, fin. :S -jc; thx for only talking to me when u dun have a gf! LOOL (:
Nothing Special. Tip; 3 dollars; not bad, for the first day.
Day 2 :
Somewhat busy. Tip; 5 dollars; wasn’t expecting this much for a bus.
Spilled hot water on myself LMFAO,
Some guy kept eating ang going to the washroom, he probably puked all the food out to eat more. AND he kept moving seats so lui had to go in and make him sit where he was. whata loser (: Tip; again 5 bux.
Since my dad liked to move a lot, I had to move from canada to Thailand a couple of times, but i stayed in Thailand for 3 years for grade 2, 3, 4, and beginning of grade 5. Her name was ice, LOL. yayaya thai people have weird name like, cupcake, blueberry, glass, pretty much anything that is an item LOL. ANYWHO. ice was my BESTFRIEND during these grades, she was the best. In Thai schools, well at least mine, had 2 “leaders” one named glass LOL, and i forgot the other ones name. If you fought with either of these 2, your like banned from your friends. It’s not even funny…sighs lg fights. LOL. and this one time i fought with them, usually no one would talk to me, but ice did sighs oh i love her <3 kbye (:
There is a lot, but im gunna talk about one. You and I know we only hung out for like a week, although all we did was watch movies, eat, and just chill. It was fun. Even for a little while. to be honest, I can’t believe i spent at least 50 dollars on movies that week. holy shit. That’s Definitely a first. ANYWHO i just wanted to say i miss you and lalallalalalal kbye. <3 Amyquan
I’m probably a fool to be even thinking about you, but it’s so hard to forget you. You were extremely nice, yet sucha dick at times :S You’d txt me in the mornings, get jealous when im hanging out with other guys, get a lil mad when i reply late on my txts, call me 24/7, how can that person turn into what is now. iunno how but, i just gotta admit you’ve changed, changed too much, too much for me to handle, so pzpz! -wq
When I think about it, there is one that drifted away. Although the incident happened 2 or 3 years ago, I could feel that it happened yesterday. I still remember, that awkward silence we give when we see each other, staying up late just to kill some monsters, waking up early for shopping, how we just clicked, how our age difference didn’t matter, when everything was so perfect. But unfortunately we had our differences, our age difference, our group of friends, our looks, our background. I can definitely feel that bond between us then, but now? It’s just blank.
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
hey you, yeah you. i hate to say this but we’ve known each other for like 3 or 4 years now. I don’t have a grudge on you or anything but, you just seem to piss me off about everything. everything. Your presence, the way you look, your attitude towards me, even the way you talk, everything. I try like really hard to be nice to you, but I can’t stand you, no matter what.
First I couldn’t believe what i was encountering, I thought that everything was just an imagination, but it wasn’t. It was a rainy day, i was at Dianne’s, but i had to leave so i decided to go my friends house because i wanted to see him, i arrived at his house. He refused to come and told me i had to walk to him. I decided that i wouldn’t play easy and didn’t walked to him, and decided to leave. While i was walking home, a flashback started. It was the same scene with me waiting for him to walk to me, but, this time i did walk to him. In flashback i slowly walked to him with my shoes soaked from the rain, i sat beside him, he showed me his phone. I screamed “OMG so fucken bright.” and i was back to myself. I kept thinking and thinking where have I seen that memory before. Once i got home i realized that I have dreamed of this before, 2 months ago! Before I even met him. ”Wow” i thought i guess dreams really come true.
I want a guy best friend who gets mistaken as my boyfriend. A guy best friend is everything you need. Another boy who makes your life complete. A boy who I can run to when my girl BFFs aren't around. He'll kick my future boyfriend's arse when he makes me cry. He'll make me laugh when there's tears in my eyes. He is immediately my date on special occasions when you're single. Idk why. But I really need a guy best friend. A real guy best friend.
So let’s play a game. Let’s sweet talk. Let’s play fight. Let’s talk 24/7. Let’s tell each other good morning and good night every day. Let’s take walks together. Let’s give each other nicknames. Let’s hang out with each others’ friends. Let’s go on dates. Let’s talk on the phone all night long. Let’s hold each other. Let’s kiss and hug. And whoever falls in love first? Loses.