" you’re annoying" these words are so familiar to me. i feel like it became apart of me. I wish i could erase that word about me, but it’s so hard. Every time i meet someone new they always would talk to me first but a few months later they stop talking to me. its not like we ran out of things to talk about but, i guess i talked to you TOO much. People always think im trying to steal their boyfriends. Well i just met ur boyfriend and just wanted to get to know him. Is that such a bad thing to do!? next time make sure he’s only lookin at u. ya, your boyfriend was my really good friend, we dated. that doesnt mean im not friends with him anymore. I hung out with him because he called. now quit ur whining about how im trying to steal him. cuz u see him everyday anyways. If ur not ready to handle my humor gtfo. k bye. Don’t say I’m annoying when you don’t even know me. Go away i don’t need your stupid whining.
2 months ago. in July. i started off my summer by going to summer because i failed socials. :S the first day was awkward everyone was sitting there really quiet in that awkward atmosphere. i soon then recognized one of the girls. which was angelica. but i didnt think she rmbered me. on wed. i think we had a random fire alarm cuz some kid pulled it. she then realized that it was jenny, jenny onsamer from kg. we talked and shiz. later i started looking for people from my class on fb. so i added kd, jq, and iy. we soon then became closer, you could say. 1 week later kevin ask me to go to his party. from there i met sl, en, wf, wq, jc, ec, eh, pn, tn. etc. lol after that i started hangingout with wendel and eric. at the time dianne left to go to LA cuz shes sick of my face LOOL. jk? wendels cousins came to vancityy and so we hung out. everyday we watched a movie. but the last friday i couldnt cuz it was late. on sat i was busy at rl’s house cuz it was his bday and stuff. wendel asked me to go drink at his place but i sed i couldnt. but there was a way..i wish i used it. oh well. the next week i didnt do much. just stayed home cuz school ended. :] the next week dianne came back and we hung out. as usual. next week came and i asked wq to hangout, at least 5 or 6 times he never came to anyone of them. i was getting tired of waiting. i hate waiting. he always be at the places i wanted to be but he never bothered to invite me. im getting sick and tired of this shit. i really wanna stop. but i cant just leave it like this, stupid undone business D;
ive always thought why i dont get this why i dont get that. probably because i sometimes try too hard. or try too little. from now on. im gunna live my life to the fullest with the regrets the pain and the tears. cause wouldnt ur life be pretty boring without those things. lmfao ikno the sentences dont match up. but i cant really say wuts goin on rite now. yes. its about a boy. some hole he dug and made me fall in it. it hurts a lot now LOL. i gave him too many chances. mr.someone you opened my eyes. life isnt about ur boyfriend, yet. rite now i have to study. get into a college/uni get a nice job. but then again since ive become like this wut am i suppose to do..let the guys come to you.
today i got bored. and wanted to watch a new drama. so i went to the part where it sed “recommended kdrama/kmovies” i saw a movie called “Death Bell" in my mind meh why not. i open to see what it was about. and it sed. the movie was about students going into a special class for college. but the people with the lowest rank was killed. so i was like LOOL this isnt scary. i decided to watch it. ALONE. so it started off with this girl. sitting on a students desk. but the desks were burnt. o-o i was like WTF?! and this random girl in a white dress came and called out yu in? or sum shit. and i was like wtf? and the girl sitting was yu-in or wutever apparently. and her face turned into a ghost! i was like WTF?!?!?!?!? FUUCCKKKK. i paused it RIGHT AWAY. i was like ok maybe its just scary on that part…i decided to fast forward it. it suddenly played by it self LOOL (cuz thats how the player works) AND RANDOM, yes. RANDOM zombies came chasing at the screen! I HAVE NO IDEA FOR WHAT REASON!!! cuz i didnt watch it LOOL. then i was like i dont think the movie description is right. so i just closed it cuz i was pussy. D; end of story. kbye.
Hi. im pretty sure you know who you are atm. but i dont think you’ll read this. anywho. ive liked u for atleast a month now? this is probably the longest time ive like someone. yup its true LOOL. its cuz it keeps shifting D; anyways. ikno u like me too. why dont u flipping ask?! dont keep jenny waiting too long. lol. maybe cuz i treat u like a friend. maybe cuz i always diss you. maybe cuz i alwys look like i flirt with other guys. its only to get ur attention. and you know it. kbye. <3
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here i am agian. stuck in this situation that can’t be avoid. we’ve known each other for about 2 years already. ikno it isn’t a lot but u slowly grew to be a part of me. we’re always the 2 with the that would always be fighting. these fights were small. simple. not big. but the more we fought. i thought. the more further apart we grew. because u fought with ur other friends i stood there right beside you. was hoping you’d stand here right beside me . but then again. i guess im just ur replacement. ikno when people get mad they tend to forgive people. but just thinking of the past, i can’t believe im here. ya ikno i shouldnt be thinking about the past cuz im not the type of person so be holding on to those stupid grudges. but this isnt really a grudge. its something u always ruin. like when i build sumthin, and then u just gotta kick it. lol yurr kick it. but this time is was no joke. i got some people involved becuz i thought it would be fair that way. so that way u couldnt lay a figure on me. you threatened me that u would hurt me. but iknew u had no guts to touch me at all. ur the coward. maybe a pussy even haha. but this fight i did NOTHING wrong. u started it. why the hell should i be the one saying sorry. i really wanna end my relationship with u right now. but i thought it would probably lead to another fight. so i guess theres no point. i hate pretending cuz its not my thing. but i had to. to avoid getting into a fight. Ya ikno u think ima bitch. i also think ur a 2 faced bitch too. i wish we could be distance friends. but since ur bffs with my bff..does that mean i have to be ur bff. no. if i chose to not befriends with u i wouldve lost the one and only person who understands me. i really wish u could care more about other people rather than urself. when friends fight arent they suppose to bring them closer? guess not ours. cuz it just pulls us apart. we’re not…i dont even know how to explain it. we just dont click. idk why. i tried to be nice to u. but u just make me snap. even the littlest details u dont miss it. idk why we pretend to be friends. when i dont even feel that connection anymore…
once again i didnt get to see it. but i have a very good explanation. it started raining! >:O so we’re like lets go to kai’s house! but then we ended up hangingout at a park LOL then then some random ppl talking to us LOL :] and again..i didnt see fireworks!! fin.